Continuing the 'pretending to be on holiday' vibe, I drove - illegally, I think; it's more than 5 miles away - out to Barry straight from work, to see a big sky, breathe fresh air, dig my toes into yellow sand.
Mission accomplished:
Even saw some ocean-going swans:
But the whole enterprise just made me feel sad. I came home and went to bed for the rest of the day.
I feel sad when I'm utterly overwhelmed with university work, and then even sadder when I'm not. The relief of 'having nothing to do' soon gives way to realising how alone, how lost, how scared this past year has made me.
Don't know what to do about that.
Today's Photo: Float My Boat
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